ive always known you.
werent you the little girl who grew up watching your sister grow up, and wanting to be just like her?
your pre-school school bus still circles around your neighbourhood picking up the lil kids like how you used to be transported to school.
the exact same one,the same colour, the same driver.
and each time you try to catch a glimpse of the driver.
he's still the same guy.
you still remember him, his name, his looks.
he still drives around in shades.
and you still wonder why.
and you rub your nose funny.
they always laugh at you, ya know.
oh! you still hate to sleep alone, dont you?
you feel alot safer, with your sister sleeping beside you, dont you?
you talk funny.
you're almost giberring all the way.
and you still wish you had straighter teeth, i know.
ive always felt we were similar, in a lot of ways.
ive always loved how you almost seem so near to me.
you're just like me, unreal yet happy.
happy birthday dearest.
make a wish.
love, your alter ego, asmida.
